to be here RIGHT NOW
hanging out with them
and listening to this
and getting hugs like this
from the most adorable lovelies ever
I want to be in England so bad right now that it is hurting me.
Hurting me because I CAN go.
because I have the week off
because I can afford it (kind of)
because i want to be spontaneous and just go
because I could have all of these things
but its not safe for a small gnome like me to travel alone.
and I am surrounded by non spontaneous people.
who pretend to be spontaneous
maybe I shouldn't blog when I'm frustrated.
bad la beast.